I have made it well past 24 hours without smoking and I feel pretty fucking great fantastic!
I just took step one of quitting smoking
I just applied the patch. Most of my blogs for the next week or so are all going to be me bitching
Just to for warn you
“The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread.” ~Mother Teresa
The truth is.
I miss my dad. I was miserable when I was with him, but at least I was with him.
Now he’s out there where ever doing whatever and I don’t even have a number to call him up on.
If I ever have kids, I will make sure they will never feel the pain of a parent leaving them by choice. It is truly to most brutal thing to have to go through.
I’m hurt and I miss you.